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June 23rd, 2008
04:10 pm - goodbye and hello Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
okay. not so emo lah. LOL :D
yeah its BYE to livejournal. hi wordpress (:
relink please :D
http://screamcityy.wordpress.com
(yeah. i know. why double Ys right? cause someone took screamcity and deleted her/his blog but not the user. argh. like WHY?!) ):
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12:37 am sunday! (: okay, it WAS sunday 37 minutes ago. :D
what a week. had the POP on sat, yesterday morning. so the alumni was like, running about non stop on cellphones or in the hall randomly moving about. videos! i took the whole video in like, one camera. and i had a few more other angle videos from people at the top like helmi and all, real great. so i did all the close up videos, yup (: kudos to shimin & jackson for making the graduates video, it was pretty good (:
afternoon was church :D sermon was really practical somehow, cause it applied to everyone, really, without fail. you know, i always blindly use words like "wah lao" and "oh my gosh" and "bugger". but now, i really learn that i shouldn't after i learnt the true meaning of all these words from today's sermon. i can scowl inside using words like "OH MY GOD", but guess what, really, i have been using it. cause words like "oh my gosh" and "oh my goodness", really derived from "oh my god", the meaning was really the same when i shouted those 3 words, just that the words are different.
sometimes i even use stuff like 'bloody good', and it may be just some lingo. maybe if i was allowed to, i would really use the words "f****ing good'. and guess what? i had just used 'bloody good' as a supposedly 'replacement', when really, inside i was scolding the.. yeah.
i really think that sometimes i just use words cause i heard others use it. words like "retard", and blah blah blah. and i didn't even know the meaning of those words when i use it lah! so guess what, i shouldnt even be using words which I know that I don't even know the meaning of. especially if they are quite crude, rude and stuff.
lol :D anyway, hit m'sia today with cheryl and jasper. it was kind of a last minute thing 3 person thing, since elaine and meiyan couldn't join us. yeah, the food was good, the movie was good, the even more food was good, and buying stuff was good! (: thank God for great flow for customs too. i mean, you would have thought it would be totally jammed because of the return of kids for school tmr. (: but everything was great! yeah :D
wish i had my camera. or my phone camera, ahhh.
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haha. anyway. all the best to those having school tmr! work hard :D
i just thought of something. sometimes we just put so much expectations on others, that we forget that God is just really so much more accepting than that. hmmm.
to randy & jielong: God has great plans for you yeah! no matter what you think of for the future, God will be THERE with YOU. (:
cheryl's rushing out some project work thingy. and she's like on page 20 and she still thinks its not enough, like. er. :/
my nose and eye isn't being very nice. right eye is swelling for no reason and the right side of nose is super duper itchy. o_o
just saw something i really liked. its time for a new change! (:
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June 20th, 2008
08:58 pm i am like super exhausted o_o wayyyyyyy tired, and to think i didn't even do that much running about the whole day. more of like moving sec 1s, play through pieces a lot. i didn't even go through the parade lah. LOL and i'm not even doing the I/C jobs which were like o_o cause everyone was running about ten times more. okay, and maybe its due to the fact that the alumni was like, practically up all night. jordan took like what, 3 red bulls?
applause for the sec 1s from all three schools. first time they played together for tomorrow's performance, but its quite stable already. nice trumpet solo, nice drum solo (:
navigations keeps going through my head. and i love it where there's really obvious changes of keys from the minor to major and minor again. way beautiful.
POP tomorrow! get rest, all you members from 5 bands :D yeah, 5. chaos tomorrow.
its 9pm. i dont care, i'm going to sleep. goodnight (:
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June 18th, 2008
11:40 am i'm pretty sure this would make the OST for anything like A Walk To Remember, perhaps after Music & Lyrics and Someday You'll Know.
Same storyline, good instrumental, good transition chords, good speed, and lyrics don't make you cringe and internally just scream EWW.
Tonight I remember the times we spent together On those drives We had a million questions All about our lives And when we got to New York Everything felt right I wish you were here with me Tonight
I remember the days we spent together Were not enough And I used to feel like dreamin' Except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you, I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I remember the time you told me About when you were eight And all those things you said that night That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in And the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me About your Jesus And how not to look back Even if no one believes us When it hurts so bad Sometimes not having you here I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you, I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I sing Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
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"Internal". lol. did i really make that up? tsk.
National Museum of Singapore today. and in case you all are wondering, thats a DIFFERENT museum, from the SAM, the ACM, blah blah. i realised we have even more than 10 museums in singapore! (lets say you include stuff like the fort factory, etc.) went w my sis, jasper, elaine. and we were so delighted cause we all could enter free since our schools had already signed up w the heritage board. yeah. temporary high, i know. lol.
exhibitions were really good. food, fashion exhibition, film & wayang, photography, indian, etc. history of singapore was like a walk in thing, and you had your own device around your neck with earphones, so wherever you go, you just listened and key in numbers and stuff. really advanced, fabulous (: and i'm going to go there again! since we didn't really have time to finish the whole history of singapore exhibition due to some.. hungry stomachs. LOL.
and we ate at AJISEN! (: all ate different food so that we can steal each other's. heh. (: but i think suki sushi would have been better :D
really funny watching all the poly and secondary people chionging for their studies at the cafe today. rushing their holiday homework, or either finishing up studying for upcoming exams. and i'm just stoning there, since really, i can't study, its the the END OF MY YEAR ALREADY. so unless if i'm going to start studying the history of romantic music and all the scales of the book, i'll prob be just practicing instruments. lol (:
but. JIAYOU ALL :D your goal may seem so far, your dream may seem so far, but you know what? don't sell your dreams so sooonnnn! :D 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, time you shall take. but effort, yes, you must make!
cafe (: i really hope to open one! but hear ye, if i don't manage to, jielong will! :D haha.
i hear your disappointment. don't give up. (:
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June 17th, 2008
09:08 pm - Above All.
Above All Above all powers above all kings Above all nature and all created things Above all wisdom and all the ways of man You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms above all thrones Above all wonders the world has ever known Above all wealth and treasures of the earth There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crucified laid behind the stone You lived to die rejected and alone Like a Rose trampled on the ground You took the fall and thought of me Above all
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so anyway, i got a new devotional book which talks in praise & worship songs and stuff. real cool. this week, for the first page, chapter ONE, it's ABOVE ALL (:

(:
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01:06 am i'm like slow by, dont know how many claps. (some chinese verb thing, LOL)
anyway. AMAZING RACE ON SATURDAY. yeah, we practically ran the whole of singapore. okay, maybe half. had to do lots of really weird but fun tasks, so it was GREAT :D YUP! was in meiyan's group, since ade was game marshal, so yeah (: was great, cause we were all really hyped up and going KALLANG and AH MEI 24/7. heh. dont know how, but we just managed to make a video. seriously, i totally didn't plan it at all. :/ so the big problem is.. THE FILE IS TOO BIG TO UPLOAD ONTO YOUTUBE. so yeah, for the lucky few ones who managed to watch it, uh, good for you. LOL
learned a lot through this amazing race. saw and met some stuff and people i havent really known, or met. did lots. seen lots. heard lots. watched lots. learned lots. downs there is, but ups are more important (:
MEIYAN WAS A FAB LEADER TOO (: first time leading, and she did a great job!
sunday. i dropped my cellphone on the floor. like, really, HARD. and so the great me thought nothing major had happened, until when we were giving vincent a surprise at the cafe where he was supposedly stopping by before going for some father's day dinner. i was like, "okay, photo!" and... happy new year. my phone showed me some bizarre pattern. on the camera, on video mode. it was really bad, and i knew it. i had just damaged by very own phone ): ... anyone remember me saying that my LG phone can only last me at most 5 months because it wasn't a very good brand? well. ok, maybe it was highly due to my carelessness. LOL.
OH WELL. that means no photos for the next one month or so, unless if i'm with my sister, then i'll use hers. (:
TODAY. monday. i finally went for my 2nd-to-last-i-hope checkup with madeline at TTS, since she was having hers too. my final MX injection was today! and seriously, i think i was so used to it after the last few times, it felt like nothing. (: AND I SEE A RED DOT GROWING. like FINALLY. i'm a normal human being (:
went to campers' crusades! was so hooked to all the books there, even madeline didn't want to leave :D see, go there people! its the building of the 'Just Follow Law' movie. heh, serious. the books are really cheap and good (: and the auntie behind the counter is very nice too! lol dying to get more books there, but my budget is really low this month. like, REALLY. got a present for daddy and another for madeline so yeah (:
anyway the poly and secondary school students are prob having their last week of holidays this week. so well, after that, its just me and a few other university/NAFA people who are having their days off. namely, duh, lumei, laypeng, stef, blah blah. (: (: (: (: /: ):
ok thats the true. i really hate the holidays. i'm being even more lazy now. ):
productive holiday is not really working. I NEED TO REPLAN, RELOOK AT NEW PLACES TO GO TO. and quickly get my pass to enter the night safari ten thousand times (:
recently i've also taken a liking to watching sports. not soccer yet though. maybe its due the olympics 08? i dont know. but apparently i was HOOKED, like REALLY HOOKED to the Aviva (badminton) Open. as in, to the point which i was hiss at the umpire or shout out scores like " FIVE FOUR! FIVE FOUR! " wayyyyy before the umpire even attempted to figure out where the shuttlecock landed. o__o the denmark girl with a super long family name totally kicked butt. i mean it. she has STRATEGY. you can SEE IT. and she had a REALLY sharp looking face which screams a little of meanness. hongkong girl had ten thousand fans in the crowd i think. but uh, she lost. LOL.
blink. YOU. aiyoh.
to MADELINE (: i know i'll make a great principal. or a zookeeper. lol. talk about ego :D yes, now i will start to think about my students having tucked out shirts and getting into gang fights. HAHA :D and thanks for the much needed inspiration and random thoughts!
life without Jesus, is like a donut. like a donut, like a donut. life without Jesus, is like a donut. with a hole in the middle of your heart.
Cheryl and i were singing this all the way home. the donut man! yeah. we do have a childhood :D ask us. we'll sing it to you (:
oh yes. everyone in this world expects you to be something. so why not be yourself?
have been out the last couple of days. minus church days, its been almost playing everyday outside! either with school friends, church friends, old time friends, anything! gosh... i will stay at home tomorrow.
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June 14th, 2008
02:33 am few new students today. and its like really, international thing. one korean, one half-indonesian, one china, and one pure singaporean. i dont know about scolding, but i didn't really scold them a lot, just taught them some new stuff, and went through the things victor told me to go through w them. so yeah, was a lot of scales
sometimes, its stupid to let every sensitive thing get to you. it really is. thanks RANDY for a listening ear though most of the time you were like o_o and for cheese fries and onion rings, its really worth the time for mindless ranting (: plus i think its cool you give up so much for a saturday, cause God will give you so much more than that 4k! LOL
caught a movie w a few of my cellgroup mates. was quite a last minute thing, but oh well. jasper, wilson, elaine, shengjia, randy, vincent, cheryl. watched KungFu Panda, and seriously, even if wasn't some animated kiddish cartoon, it would have been a great hit. which it is luh, right now. really funny, the whole cinema practically erupted into laughs every now and then. the bear's cute, wu gui is cute, everything is. i think what surprised me the most were the ones doing the voice overs. i mean, angeline jolie? lucy liu? jackie chan? woah. talk about big production.
anyway. i've used up too much money this month despite the thought that i would have used less during the holidays. so either waiting for one of the other kids to pay up their fees or something. also means that cheryl and i get to hit m'sia again next week, since we have really, more ringgit money now. haha :D
WHICH IS BAD. i mean the bad money handling bad. cause as a sanguine, its part of my temperament to be like that. so its time for me to add on to this weakness, so that i will spend my money wisely (: by the way, finished the book's last chapter today. have more to write down (:
amazing race tomorrow. tad disappointed that my group cant play together cause ade's a game marshall. so yeah (: but i'll be in meiyan's team, so thats good too :D
perfect, doesn't mean right. true.
france vs holland tonight for soccer. i'm rooting for france (: they may have old people, but hey! i think their experience will count :D
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June 13th, 2008
02:30 am oh no. i keep thinking about the baked potato with Bolognese sauce which cost almost like only 4 sing dollars from kenny rogers. not singapore's, but JB'S. singapore's outlet isn't really that great.
... 1/4 of roasted chicken drenched in gravy 3 sides, which i picked, mashed potato (GOOD!), potato salad (!!!!) and fruit salad a raisin muffin FOR 7 SING DOLLARS.
o_o
everyone, please sign up to go for the next city square's kenny roger's lunch tour. (:
probably. NEXT WEEK. O_O
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12:48 am (:
FAHMI. LOOK, I POSTED A PICTURE OF YOU & ME! (:

haha. met him at the night market when i was with my sister and big stef. SHOCK. fahmi... he totally looked like he lost 2000000 pounds. :/ don't be stress! don't worry, you'll do well for the test (: yeah. they're flying to Vienna in a couple of weeks for the competition ): thats europe, again. WHY IS EVERYONE COMPETING / PERFORMING IN EUROPE NOW ): I'M SO JEALOUS. I WANT TO GO. WHY AM I NOT IN NYP. (okay, i was totally kidding, i love nafa!) lol :D
anyway! i was bored last night, and i decided that since i was finishing the Temperants book (one more chapter!), i would list down a few stuff to remind myself on what i have to pray for and stuff. my cupboard!



thats my goals sheet before i hit my sweet 18. (: it has stuff like, where to eat, where to visit, etc. yeah, will be adding more stuff to my cupboards! (:
TODAY. thursday.
went to JB with my sis at like 3pm. like who on earth goes to JB in the middle of the afternoon right? ME AND HER LOR. unique (: HAHA.
spent quite some time on what to wear. cause we wanted to look as "don't-rob-her" and "non-singaporean" as possible, but failed. dad told me and cheryl to speak chinese all the way there, but really, we dont have the accented malaysian chinese thingy. and so we wore like slippers and stuff. heh.
anyway, though i'm supposed to bring her, she actually ended up bringing me around to the correct bus and stuff. :/ i'm really bad at this, i can tell. haha (: then so we ate a lot at City Square! kenny rogers', secret receipe.. and we bought a lot of stuff too! well. I DID. cheryl only bought like, a pair of shoes, cause she couldnt really find good shorts to buy. i bought A LOT. a shirt, a new pair of street shoes, 2 new devotion books, a cow clock which i'm intending to put on my piano, a new photo frame, badge, a mushroom lamp for one of my students who loveeee mushrooms, and some other stuff! (:
OH. we watched THE HAPPENING too. and i tell you, ITS THE FEW BEST MOVIES I EVER SAW. loved it. but some people like my sister just dont get the show, so uh, yeah. this show is good if you like thrillers and those 'independence day' that kind of movie. (:
yeah. was a tad worried that my sister would become some lost kid who doesn't even know whether she wants to go to some poly or abroad or whatever. so i took out all the JCs / polys / private schools, whatever brochures and stuff i have and made her read it through. :/
epitome of a scary monster freak who shops at random times? me? yeah right. (:
i just realised i'm so freaking old. i mean, as in, out of school old. today i was in this christian bookshop and i wanted to buy this book on teenage stories written by teens for teens. and i flip and read some. and i went mostly like, "orh. gone through in primary 6" or even "orh, sec 3 have already. no more." :/ when you're 18, you're officially no longer reallyyyy a pure teenager, but a young adult in case you all didn't know. stop it with all the but nineteen got the "teen" word inside what! rubbish, LOL. .... which means....
oh man. :/ am i missing out on something here? argh. please say no. God, please say no. no no no no no. 6 more months.
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June 10th, 2008
02:06 am haha! i just finished watching comedy nite. think jack neo should go on making more of these shows (:
which reminds me..
ZJ: hey, you going to oboe later? me: huh, what oboe? ZJ: oboe lor! me: huh, why i need to play the oboe? ZJ: oboe! later! me: -thinks- ... OH YOU MEAN OBOG! (pronounced OH-BOG)
ZJ is the one and only little cute boy zheng jie who plays the flute. haha!
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